Moving on Up! Plans have Changed!

  It's getting really hard to hide my Breasts. ALREADY! It's only been three days since the full blown pain began, and from what i understand i have a few more to go. It's also becoming more difficult to remain Corey, and whats more I don't want to. Though the guy has been needed lately. However Alice is taking over! That's right I am ALICE!
  It looks like I am going to be moving up plans. Full-time here comes Alice! Which means I cannot stay in Utah County at all. Nor can I keep my job working for the Theater I am currently at. Which is sad cuse i love my job. I must be the Woman though that I know myself to be. Its becoming too hard to remain Corey and easier to be Alice.
  My friends all call me Alice(Which i adore and love and rejoice in)! They support me, I support them, We support each other! How can I remain Corey? I CANT!!! No I cannot remain the despicable boy, who carries all that Emotional baggage i shrugged off on him. Alice is free to move on. I am free to move on!

  I do not know when this move or change will take place precisely. I do know that It will happen before the end of the year. It has too. I have an uneasy feeling about my mother and grandmother these days. I fear i may be kicked out sooner rather then later. My grandmother is very Molly in the church, and my mother listens to what ever she tells her to do. And since my mother has grown rather distant of late. I have grown rather afraid for myself!
  Anyways It appears Corey has fallen down the Rabbit Hole as I managed to at last push through the Looking Glass. These are my Journeys. Till Next Time.....Be Well.