By The Way Mother Nature Says Hi!

  UGH! Again just when I thought certain things were never going to hit me in my Transition. WAM! They come upon me in INTENSITY! This time it was like a sledgehammer right in the abdomen, and as the pain dissipated to a ache. A corkscrew grabbed a hold of my muscles and tissue and twisted them continuously. I am talking about none other than CRAMPS!
  At first I didn't recognize them for what they were. How could I really? I never had them, and they weren't so bad to begin with. It wasn't till I was talking to a friend and She confirmed that that's what they were; and I opened my big mouth and repeated, they ain't hurting too bad. WAM! UGH! They proved me wrong.
 The same friend suggested I take Naproxen to help relive them. Unfortunately everybody's body is different. Mine didn't like the idea of that particular medication and rejected it. So the pain and cramping persisted. Still does! I have no idea how I am going to sleep tonight LOL!
 My friends have tried to help me throughout the day, and I appreciated all their suggestions and help. However I just wanted to sit in my chair and hug my pillow. I really didn't and still don't want to do a thing. A nice hot shower sounds nice, but I don't want to make the EFFORT! I just want to continue to hug my pillow.
     Emotionally, I don't want to get into that. I am a wreck! Crying, frustrated, bitchy, and want to drive a truck through a wall!
  So Mother Nature has decided to start visiting me every month for FIVE to SEVEN days. I've already made a mental note of the date in my head. It isn't something I am likely to forget! Even if I am only getting just the CRAMPS shes made herself very clear. Your on your way ALICE, and this is just one of the reminder's of who you are!
  These are my UGH Journey's. Till next time......lets just leave it there for now.