What is Me! Alex. I have noticed so many changes about me and not just physical. Emotionally and Mentally being I no longer respond as a man. And what I mean by when I say this is on a Pheromone and Hormonal level. An example lets go with CHOCOLATE!
Oh yes Chocolate MMMmMmMMmmm! I have found it to provoke a sensual response at just the sight. As it sits there waiting for you to pick it up and draw it to your lips. Heat rises as you chew, and before you even swallow you already drawing another piece closer and closer to your waiting moist mouth! Anyone else hear bells?! I just ate some Chocolate covered Strawberries!
Today I was at my Grandmothers and she said lean forward. I said WHAT! Was like uh oh what could it be? Right! She kept saying lean forward. So I hesitantly did. She said turn your face and close your eyes. Again I hesitantly did so. You have lovely eyelashes hun! I BLINKED what? That is all she wanted to say apparently. Sparking a conversation on eyelashes LOL! Apparently She and my Mother are jealous. because I have them and........THEY DON'T! I do have to say though it felt nice to be included in a conversation that they prob had similar with my Aunts and Cousins and other Women.
Yesterday I spent a good portion at work crawling on my belly. BIG MISTAKE! See I had to crawl through a crawl space repeatedly to get under the stage to wire some lamps for the Miss Provo Pageant. I was sore before even more so afterwards! But being sore isn't what I wanted to bring up. I realized I need to be a little more aware of how I move. Sure some of it has come naturally but I've been FIGHTING it. Why? Because I'm still living as UGH Corey.
I love this new outlook on life! It's the part of me that has been missing all this time. At least a part of the part of me LOL! Anyways this is My Broader Outlook On Life. My Journeys. Till Next Time HUGS!
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